December 8, 2005 9:18 pm

Improvement

:note: Whatever Daniel has on

Thanks for the supportive comments, guys. Yesterday was… Well, it was crap. On the way home from my internship, I just felt like crying and I had no idea why. I got home and had a holy royal freakout. I just started bawling and I couldn’t figure out exactly why and that just made me cry harder. I still don’t really know what it was about. I just laid there and cried for a while, and then fell asleep. I told myself that if I woke up in time for me to go to class, I’d go, otherwise I’d just miss it. I woke up at 6-twenty-something (class starts at 6) and felt unbelievably relieved.

I slept and cried off and on until Daniel got home, and then I had to explain the whole thing to him about why I wasn’t in class and I just started bawling again. I was a mess.

He sat with me in the poof chair and we ate taquitos and talked a bit, and I just sort of stayed there until midnight, and then I came to bed and slept until 8am. And then I took a nap today for a few hours. What is with all the sleeping? I think this is like that one term last year where I got out of school for Christmas break and immediately started sleeping 10 to 14 hour nights. I really can’t afford to be doing this during finals week though.

The bright side is that today was much better. I felt like myself. No unexplained crying jags. I still have the two paper cuts I incurred yesterday (one was from a manila folder and happened in slow motion) and the ouchy part on my lip where I bit it on Tuesday, but I am feeling better. I just have to keep telling myself that yes, that awful girl really was a twat who didn’t know what she was talking about, and that I can get my work done. Which means I need to get on that – I’ve got my paper for Psychology to write, and a presentation to make in Powerpoint for my internship class. I will be SO GLAD when this term is over.

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1 Comment

  • HBSL says:

    I’m really glad you’re feeling better cutie. I know everything is going to be fine. I love you, and now I’m going to go into the other room so I can talk to you in person, haha.